who am I, and what is this

hello, I am... what am I now? "good name"? we're going with that now? oh, whatever. truthfully, I haven't decided what I want the website name to be. you can expect it to change at some point.

there's no alias that I identify with, sometimes even my real name feels like a fake one. I often delete or abandon my accounts and move on, to re-emerge somewhere else under a new pseudonym. I am always changing — hopefully growing — but still recognizable and with largely the same patterns of thinking and caring. and my pet pictures should give me away to anyone who's seen them before.

so if you happen to recognize me from somewhere else, let me know. maybe I remember you too.

personal to-do list:

• live according to my values
• stop wasting my time
• don't be so hard on myself for wasting time
• be kind to myself and others
• learn to be a better helper
• lean into creativity, love, and gratitude
• escape Saṃsāra
• feed the cat

more to come