was it ever any better? I don't know, or maybe I don't remember it, but I feel like it must've been.
more importantly, I have to believe that it could still be.
is this it? is this it now? will this save me?
in the future, there might be vague and cryptic updates about my life here. maybe some photos of nature and animals — like my beloved dogs, cat, and crows. some thoughts and discoveries — art, music, internet nostalgia (no kidding?), social issues, tech independence, psychology and mental health, philosophy, the question of awakening...
it's really not that serious though.
last updated on June 6, 2026.
